When is this going to STOP!!!

Guys did you know I still need a fcukin babysitter...mind you I'm 18.

This morning I came to my college because I had step practice.

Anyways, I was informed that someone called my cousin and said I was starting drama at Trey's house (Note: Sleepover was at Trey's house, they are talking about the same night)

ANYWAYS...since when was I the type of person to start drama? Like really? ME? They said to me, "You said don't let those bitches in here"

YEAH I said it but can you at least complete the sentence...I said

"If they are coming here to start madness do not let those bitches in here cuz I'm not wit it...."

Voila! Does that sound like I'm startin sumtin.....

Note: If I wanted to start something I would've simply just punched you in the face ^_^

But yeah...mad the girl called my cousin just to tel her to not start nothing lol.

Enyn: "Fcukin bobblehead ass bitch wit a big ass nose"

LMAO

Enyn: "She wanna eat like a man she can get hit like one too"

lol that was too funny but nobody repeated that....but IM the one startin shyt lol

smh HATERS

Sleepover.

SO Trey had a little sleepover. It was fun until the birds came -_-
Then other niggaz wanna fcuk it up but anyways the funniest shit happen that night...
Like you find out about mad ppl when u drunk lol

It started with my cuzzin Bri making drinks ^_^

Then we ate food that WE cooked

Then we drank

and drank some more....

and more...

Then....we was fcukin SMACKED



THEN I found out this bitch in the background smokes water lmfao....bitch really came out like "Yo the craziest shit I've ever smoked was water..." Niggaz was mad silent after that...I guess she was waitin for someone to be like "Yeah me too..." but we don't fcuk wit that close to cocaine shyt lol...

THEN....KAY OHHHH


Good Morning....Hangover

You hate me.

You hate me.
You aren't nothing to me.
I wish you would stay away from me forever.
You are so full of hate,
Nobody will ever like you,
I hate you.
You hate me.
We will always hate each other always and forever.

Everything I said I meant....
the complete opposite.

For this kid....smh lol

See I have this friend and he always seems sad so I wrote a blog for him...
Short and Simple.
JRev ^_^ your name makes me happy, your the best, and you have cool sneakers.

The End.

Note: 2009 and Obama,

This is getting on my fcuking nerves.

I don't need a reminder ever 5 seconds that my president is black. Like really it quite obvious when you just look at him. -_-

Another thing, people are still bragging about the new year and their a new person....seriously.....your not, you know your the same person from last year, its not like "Oh! It's 2009 time to be different" like there's some magic dust that comes with the new year to change you. UNLESS you started sniffing crack, I can understand. BUT other than that....your the same person and it's February so its NOT a new year. It's a month old now....let it go.

Work much?

So yeah it's 02/06/09 and my schedule for today at work was 4pm - 8pm. Now I get called in, and I work 11am - 8pm. NICE. That just ruined my day and I'm od tired. Whatever time for work. txt it or aim it IM MOBILE.

No Sleep.

I'm not sleeping tonight.
I'm depressed.
I'm sick.
I'm tired.
I'm stressed.
I'm lonely.
I'm NOT suicidal but I wish I was dead.
I'm miserable.
I'm upset with life.
I'm sad at how CARELESS my own FAMILY is (meaning, I have no family).
I'm annoyed.
I'm pissed off.

My mom hasn't been home in days and she wonders why I don't like being home. Note: It's just me and my "mom". She should have the title if she doesn't play the part. So yeah, JULIE hasn't been home in some days because she decided to stay at her friends house because its closer to her job....WHY? because the gov't took her car...WHY? cuz she doesn't pay her fcukin bills...WHY? cuz she waste her money buying beer every fcuking day. It's sad that I can manage my own money better than she can. Anyways she left and didn't tell me until I noticed all her shyt was gone. So I texted her and she just said "might not come home tonight" THE END. Good fcukin job mom. Then she got the nerve to get mad at me cuz I didn't go home. FOR WHAT? to an empty fcuking house. But I'm used to that since your always sleeping when I do come home. Might as well be at work or just not there. SO now I know what it feels like to live by yourself with no family. But I didn't do this by choice. She did it to me on purpose. My dad is waiting for my phone call just for me to say "Iwanna come back to Florida" SORRY not happening did I mention that I don't like YOU either. Yeah but Florida was worse but better at the same time. You wouldn't understand. Only person keeping me here is my auntie and my boyfriend. Nobody else. End of discussion.

Am I done writing? Not so much I don't work til 4 so I have plenty of time to waste.

My room is trashed. I havent cleaned it in about a month because when I get upset I express it. so yeah theres clothes everywhere and I'm not cleaning it until I feel better. I don't wash dishes because I don't make then dirty. I wash my own clothes because thats just what I do. Yeah, call me a gross person for having a dirty room i dont give a fcuk as long as my clothes aint fcukin dirty and neither am i. So there. That's my life summed up. Note I work everyday so if I'm not at work I'm with my boyfriend or my aunt or somehow ended up at "home".

Done yet? Nope I have about 16 hours left.

This blogging thing really does not help but than again it does because I like to express myself but after I'm done typing the problem is STILL there. Not that any of you care but I'm writing it for myself, not you, don't read if you don't care. I have a fcuking headache cuz the bitch across the hall wont STFU. She makes me want to fcukin KILL her. Yes I said KILL her. she fcukin deserves to get ran over by a fcukin train she so damn annoying.

done? not yet. almost though.

If you know me my mind jumps from one topic to another so it may be hard to understand what I'm trying to say but yeah. For some reason I'm starting to hate people. Every person who hasn't liked me and talked about me I feel the need to beat the hell out of them. I'm not a fighter because I try and kill people for the simple fact that my own cousins tried to kill me when I was younger. But you know wtf can I say. SHIT HAPPENS I'm not over it but that what everybody else has been telling me you know...SHIT HAPPENS. Yeah so I guess thats the answer to all problems. SHIT HAPPENS. I can't go to college because of both my parents but you know SHIT HAPPENS. I'm already $3000 + in debt because of my mom but you know SHIT HAPPENS. My mom doesn't REALLY want me living with her but you know SHIT HAPPENS.

So I'm going to lay down and watch cartoons all night. Feel free to txt me people....but if I don't write back you already know...SHIT HAPPENS.