Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Welcome to Heartbreak.



I'm bumpin Kanye TOO HARD right now.

Anyways, me & him are done. I called it quits.

The Story:
When I met him it was like ^_^ all the time. I was happy with him. October - November we was together. I always had suspicions about his friend Ty but they both told me they are good friends and best friend friends so no worries. Me trusting him, I didn't worry about it until she wrote a blog saying she was IN LOVE with him. I was shocked and hurt. I got over it thought. She moved away to a different state so it was nothing to me.
Now a while ago Chris (my now ex) was at my house using the computer. He left his myspace on so I looked through it because I wanted to, I shouldn't have to be worried about anything anyways. I looked at some messages and didn't really read them so i just saved them for me to read later.
Later happened to be yesterday. Before I read them though, I asked him if he had anything to tell me and he said "Oh I think I told you but anyways me and *** almost had sex" I was like when, He said "like a week after my birthday" I'm like oh okay...I wasn't going out with him so I didn't even care that much. Then we started talking about smoking and how I feel about it...(btw SMOKING IS BAD GUYS!!! Please don't do it.)
Now I was fine until I decided to read these messages when I found out he didnt almost have sex with ***** a week after his bday in sept. He almost did in November (when we was together) I also found out he smoked. I also found out that he was tellin the same girl he almost had sex with that he loved her. I was upset because he had me thinking she was tryna talk to him and he was leading her on. You don't tell a girl that likes you that you love her and expect her to feel no way about it. I also seen the comment when she said "Awww ur my favorite!!" and he said "I won't believe it until i feel it"
Now all of this happening in one night is pretty overwhelming.

I didn't break up with him because of the stuff he did in the past.

I broke up with him because he lied to me then about him and his bestfriend just being friends and he lied to me last night.

If he told me the truth, I wouldve been hurt but he still would've had a girlfriend.

So to me, you lied then and you lied now, and your just not going to change.

3 comments:

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