Love is....

Love Is - Jah Cure

Yea ya no...rasta live
Universal sign of love
Love is the answer my friend
Love is the only way
Yea tru love we can find ourselves
I call our true identies
Love ya brudda love ya sista
Love everyone...the univeral sign
Ill take it from here

Chorus
Love is much more to life than just words
Love is much more than choosing your love
Love is call on me brother
Love is call on me sister

Verse 1
When you love someone...you love from the heart
Cuz love is the start ...yay
Love is the answer for every question
Just ask yourself why why why
Love is the key open the door
When they're closed in your face
Love shows you the way when your lost lost
And cant find your way!

Chorus

Verse 2
Love is the only thing we have to share
Dont you forget that...i hope you hear
Send him a message from you out there
I hope you get it clear..yay
Do not mistake my unmistakable sound
When ever you see my face
always a smile bontax dem frown



I love my boyfriend SOOOO much ^_^
IDC if he's mad at me smh I'm mad at you too nigga lol jk
Last Line: For the sneaker freaker Kris who threatened me and said if I don't mention him he will report my page as a fcukin virus lol. So there. Hi Kris.

Carry on.....

I’m tired of fightin’
I’m tired of spitein
My life is a storm full of rainin’ and lightin’
My insides are pledin’ from all of the screamin’,
Sometimes I just feel like I’m no longer breathin’.
I look in yo’ eyes, all I see is a demon
I’m tired of wearin’ my heart on my sleeve and,
I just don’t know why I stay,
‘Cause day after day I continue to say…
I can’t carry on.

She's poison.

She says she's no good
but guys are way worse right?
Easily convinced when he says
"Why don't you show me a little bit spine
You've been saving for his mattress..."
"I'm not sure..."
Then, "I only want sympathy in the form of you
Crawling into bed with me."
"...really?...okay i guess...."

AFTER

She fell outta bed,
Butterfly bandage, but don't worry--
She'll never remember, her head is far too blurry.

He says he's gonna tell everybody what they did (As usual thats how it goes.)

She cries, "I'd promise you anything for another shot at life"

He states, "Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy" and leaves.

Her note to self: "Only if they knew how misery loved me : )"


(A lot of people won't understand what I'm writing but it's really not hard to understand. The girl whoever she is warns the boy she's no good and he doesn't care cuz guys are guys ya know. Some guys are dumb and don't use condoms like this one I'm talking about. She smiles at the end because she's happy he took advantage of her and she just gave him HIV. Yeah GUYS BE SAFE!!! O_O and girls...yeah...you should already know.)

The last time....

I prayed with my grandfather, when I was at least 5 years young. This is when I lived in the Bronx. But I still remember that night. And that prayer.

"This night I lie down to sleep,

I pray the Lord my soul to keep.

If I should die before I wake,

I pray the Lord my soul to take."

Truth be told.....

Nobody is perfect....here's a little about me that you should know...or not lol...

I HATE Poughkeepsie.
I'm ticklish on my knees (Weird right? lol).
I don't eat Mayo but I eat Tuna Fish Sam-iches (Which is made with...Mayo).
Don't eat Tomatoes but have an obsession with Ketchup.
Never had a cavity in my life but I live off candy.
I lived in Colorado before.
I almost failed the 9th grade.
I beat up my one of my good friends before (No name...thats kinda fcuked up).
My dad is a world class chef and no he doesn't have a TV show.
I went to Disney World over 20 times.
I ate a squid before.
I fell in love with this boy Chris...who is now my boyfriend.
My skin peels when it touches bleach (Gross right? lol)
The smell of Buffalo Sauce makes me nauseous.
My mom got married and didn't tell me.
I broke my wrist and didn't know until I went to get a physical lol.
I have an obsession with Scooby Doo and other good cartoons.
Scary movies really do SCARE me.
I almost burned my sisters face with the iron (I was angry -_-)
I like fluffy things ^_^.
I only wear designer glasses.
I have an obsession with Chef Boyardee Spaghetti and Meatballs lol.
If I cut myself lightly on accident i drink my own blood.
I think old people smell like diapers.
I don't like hospitals.
I get a lot of "cold chills" meaning I shiver rally hard out of nowhere.
I like Gossip Girl and wish my life was similar to theirs.
My mom is a workaholic.
I hate beer...my mom drinks it a lot.
I haven't seen my step dad since I was like 6.
I don't talk to my grandparents.
Forever21 is my favorite store.
I want to get married and have kids after I graduate college WITH Christopher Miller ^_^.
My dad doesn't answer the phone when I call him EVER.
My mom is selfish.
I haven't been to church since June 2008 and I feel HORRIBLE about it =(.
My ex, Javarus, is like in love with me....from like 10th grade...get over it bro.
I don't get along well with other females.
I don't know how to braid...at all.
I will kill someone over my boyfriend (Deadass, can't call me stupid cuz he's not just "some nigga")
I don't ride roller coasters because I think of the movie "Final Destination" ever single time I'm near a ride.
I wanna be in a scary movie just to beat up the killer.
I HATE washing dishes.
I bite my nails.
My nose gets dry on the inside when its hot and it hurts....like right now.. lol.
I'm nosey lol but aren't all black people.
Moving to Manhattan on the upper east side one day.
Ending this blog right now.

Before "Life"

This basically shows my life before I actually had responsiblities....aka...my life when I was a snobby rich bitch in Florida...HAHA! lol


Freshman in high school....blah!...I was too cool lol...Thats when I liked A&F...ew -_-


Vacationing with my cousins in Antigua 2006


Out with my sis jus becuz...we felt like it lol...she tried to steal my drink -_-


Senior Skip Day 2008 (Stole Leo's car, got caught by dad, two weeks of Saturday School lol)


Hang in dee park...(umm they was smoking tha green stuff) lol


Hang out....at Franky's house...(He def didn't tell his parents we was there lol)


Cocoa Beach again (Andrew passed out...again...,Ron Jon Surf Shop, and McDonalds)


House Parties (Drunkage.)


Summer house (Do whatever the fcuk I want.)


Summerhouse - Drunkage (hehe Vodka)


Graduation (Class of 2008 BxTCHES!...I went to Disney World after I took a nap lol)


Good Shit yo....I wish I could go back but yeah...life isn't all fun and games...BLAH!!!

Oh9 Fuck you list.

Thanks to a friend of mine (JRev), I decided to make a fuck you list for the new year.
I don't understand why people wanna "change" for the new year, thats some straight bullshit, you been sayin that since 2000. Anyways...on to the fuck you list....

Fuck my dad for being the biggest asshole in the Hall of Fame of ASSHOLES
Fuck Dutchess Community College
Fuck Poughkeepsie
Fuck everyone who doesn't like me
Fuck everyone who acts like they like me
Fuck everyone who ever "loved" me
Fuck every nigga that FUCKED UP
Fuck every person I ever cared about that did me dirty
Fuck George Bush
Fuck the Republicans
Fuck this gay ass recession...can't even git a dutch for a dollar...lol j/k
Fuck fake bxtches
Fuck every last person that hurt me
Fuck the haters
Fuck the War in Iraq
Fuck Roh Moo Hyun (President of N. Korea)
Fuck the War in Darfur
Fuck the soldiers of Uganda
Fuck the diamonds of Sierra Leone
Fuck the government
Fuck the "weapons of mass destruction"
Fuck the police
Fuck snitches
Lastly,
Fuck niggaz, bxtches, and niggaz that act like bxtches.

College: First Semester.

Who: Me
What: College
Where: Dutchess Community College
When: Fall 08 Semester
Why: Better my education
How: Study my ass off.

Okay so, excited to start my first year of college in New York and it ended up being a total DISASTER! It started off fun, going to classes meeting new people and not so new people, but after a while it just starts going downhill. I started off with a lot of new "friends" who I usually met through old friends. I met Tia, Sammy, Sable, Ann, um...wtf is her name...Olivia, and um...Dee Dee. Note: None of them are my friends now. I found out how fake females are.

Tia is a grown ass woman (21) and takes the most shit about me. Like really? High school status. She's also a myspace head also known as a person who stays on Myspace ALL DAY. Like I guess she has no life.

Sammy isn't my friend cuz she hangs with Tia, thinks she too cool for me now. Too funny cuz its the opposite, I'm too coll for her. I don't like ugly people anyways.

Sable was nice until I found out she was a smut, I wasn't afraid of saying so either, she also tried to fight me in school...like I won't kill her -_-.

Ann is too faced, she talks shit about Sable and then acts like her bestfriend a minute later. Ugh...Females.

Olivia is just an ugly bish, with the worst shape in the world. I never had a problem with her but TIA the myspace head decided to go on my myspace page and read my life and then tell Olivia I don't like her. Like if I didn't like her I would tell her.

Dee Dee is too childish she does stuff to impress others like Tia, whomp on that, who the fcuk is she? Nobody.

College is no different from high school. Bxtches will be bxtches. Surprizingly guys are more mature in my school than females. Which is hard to believe but true because the bxtch clique keeps growing and adding more members to their friends lol. Funny how they call themselves "F.A.B" I have no idea what it stands for but the first that came to mind was FAKE ASS BXTCHES. hehe ^_^