The difference between me and you.....

I've come across a lot of people who were cool with me and ended up fallin off the face of the Earth. Then we just have the people that don't like me at all =) I don't REALLY care, not everybody is gonna like me. I just wish everybody had that same mentality.
So, some random facts you might want to know....

-- I don't flaunt stuff I have, I see it like this, if u got it then u got it, if not then ya don't. In the end people aren't gonna remember you for the shit you have. I happen to go on Twitter on day and someone said "I can't wait til Christmas come, another reason to be more flyer than YOU" hmmm... I didn't know life was about material things and I didn't know Christmas was about recieving gifts I thought it was about the birth of Christ but you wouldn't know anything about that because you're too busy writing a book about yourself and reading it out loud so you don't forget your role as "let's pretend to be something you're not"

-- I'm a bitch some people say, I just keep it 100 all the time, I rather hurt someone else's feelings than having the title of a liar.

-- When it comes to guys, I don't sleep around, I'm 19 and only been with two guys, and BOTH of them I was in a relationship with at one time.

-- I'm not a hypocrite. When I say it I mean it and follow thru, some people can not do that. Example, This chick wanna yell at me for puttin her business on the internet like she has never done it herself. FAIL I know wtf I do and I don't deny it one bit.

-- I don't allow people to disrespect me, PERIOD.

-- I love my family even though we are all corrupted but what family isn't? In the end that's all we really have.

--I'm very independent which is weird because when I was younger everything was given to me but theres time when people need to grow up and I grew up when I was 14.

-- I handle my own shit, I don't get unnecessary people involved into my issues because if I did, it will never get solved.

-- I pretty much do as I please but I know my limits, I'm an adult, NOT a child.

-- I respect my elders, there is no reason for me to argue or yell at someones mother or father/grandmother or grandfather. That disrespectful, some people think its cute and need a good ass whoopin like they have no damn home training.....then again...they probably don't have any home training.

--I hate kids. Just wanted to state that.

-- I usually have dirt on everyone I don't like, thats why people don't bother me, and it upsets them because, I don't go and do dumb shit so people have nothing to say about me.

-- Last but not least, I have goals and I don't care who thinks I'm not doing shit or I'm not shit because regardless of what you say I'm on my shit and eventually you will probably be the ones working for me. =)

"But I Love Him?"

Okay guys, so I'm sure you've heard one of your friends or maybe YOURSELF use the phrase "But I love him" to make up for the dumb shit your boyfriend/husband did. Well it's about that time you cut the crap, I can understand he may have cheated one time and never again but if he's cheating with the world, there's a problem.

Well I asked guys AND girl what they had to say about the situation.

Guy 1 said, "bitches is stupid... besides my gf and my close girl-friends" -- So true.

Guy 2 said, "Don't matter what you say she's still gonna fcuk with me" -- HAHA! lol

Girl 1 said, "GIRL THEY ARE PATHETIC IF U DONT STAND FOR NOTHING YOULL FALL FOR ANYTHING.....IF HE LOVES YOU THEN HE WOULDNT DO WHAT HE DID ITS SHOULD BE CLEAR THAT YOUR JUST AN OPTION!!!!!!!"

Girl 2 said, "Taking this into thought.. Tht term has been stretched. But in all fairness.. Love is blind... Ppl are blinded by love so they ignore the faults of the man. Same as men "lovin" the chicken heads... Or the sneaker hoes." -- Also very true.

Now I'm gonna explain WHY I'm writing this. At first I was upset about it because she was a friend of mine until she threw me under the bus and started with that bitchassness so now I get to laugh at the dumb bitch rather than look out for her.

Okay so, she met this boy...IDK when, but anyways she falls in love with him supposively but she only fell in love with him because she lost her virginity to him lol Typical right? But anyways she told me "I know he loves me too"....In WHAT WORLD? Mind you, he slept with her younger sister, your cousin, and some other girl. I'm sure there is more that I don't know about but you telling me all that is OKAY cuz you "love" him. Then she got the nerve to tell me "You only know the bad things you don't know the good things" So your telling me just because he did some good things makes up for him sleeping with your sister? Who BTW was 14 at the time....hmmmm I think not.
But the funny thing is that she thinks she's special when shes just an "option" and I remember that one night when she said "I been nutted in so many times" LOL REALLY? So you just think your cool now because you have him inside you like your sister and your cousin??? Oh yeah so think he use protection because he told you lol Just like he told some other girls he uses protection with you....FAIL. Anyways one day I hear from a friend that the day she lost her virginity he just did it and had people sittin outside your house waiting for him to finish so he can leave. Bet you felt stupid when you walked outside and seen people lookin at you. HAHA!
I used to feel bad but I can laugh now because you are indeed a dumb bitch. What else is there to say....Um....nothing much I guess....oh yeah when she decided to throw me under the bus I put all this info on Twitter and dedicated it to her....then she wanted to fight me.....fight me because I was speaking the truth...BOO HOO are you gonna cry about it because fight or not I'm not the one who has to deal with someone who fucked my sister or cousin or friend. How does it feel to know he's been in your SISTER...like what he does with you is what YOUR sister had....lol I hope you feel good about yourself now. =)

With that said, Don't be like her, because then you will be shamed upon for the rest of your life. LMFAO

And stop with that "But I love him" Bullshit.

Inspiration of the Day

Come Together.

Fashion Look for Girl and Guy of the Day

You can get this at Forever21 but I would actually wear a little darker colored leggings.

You can get this at Heritage1981. Ladies love a man who can dress.

Inspiration of the Day

BE ORIGINAL.

HIV/AIDS in your area....

But first some FACTS you may not know....

• HIV and AIDS are NOT the same thing.

HIV (human immunodeficiency virus) is a virus that attacks the body's immune system, which protects your body from disease and someone is said to have AIDS if their immune systems are badly damaged by the HIV virus, or if they develop serious infections connected with HIV.

NOTE: People don't die from AIDS itself, but from the other diseases that AIDS leaves you susceptible to...understand?? GOOD!

• You can't get HIV OR AIDS from casual contact like kissing, hugging, sharing toilet seats or water fountains. (Sharing toilet seats sounds gross but we do it everyday lol)

Since the virus CANNOT live outside the body, there's no way to contract the disease through sneezing or coughing or insect bites mkay?

• How you CAN get it......

AIDS is spread ONLY through blood, semen, vaginal fluids and breast milk. You can contract AIDS through both anal and vaginal sexual intercourse, and by sharing needles for drugs or piercings. So make sure that when you get any type of tattoo or piercing, that the needles are CLEAN!!!

• If you choose to have sex, the best way to combat AIDS is to practice SAFER sex.

Using latex condoms, gloves and/or dental dams can reduce the spread of AIDS. However, since condoms break, abstinence is the only sure-fire way to avoid contracting the disease (meaning NO SEX AT ALL).

• Getting treatment.

While there is no cure for AIDS, with new drugs people are able to live with AIDS for longer and longer. However, these drugs are often only available in wealthy countries.


With that said, now you know some facts about the virus/disease but let's get down to the statistics in the Poughkeepsie area.

In the Poughkeepsie, Newburgh, and Middletown area there is 3,255 cases of AIDS in those 3 cities.

Poughkeepsie's population alone is about 29,654 people.
49.2% - White
35.7% - Black
10.6% - Hispanic
5.3% - Other Race
4.1% - Two or More Races
1.2% -American Indian
0.6% - Asian American

So my advice to EVERYBODY, is to wrap it up, there is nothing safe about unsafe sex.

Why are we here again? - War in Iraq

September 16th, 2007
"Thousands of angry protesters including the families of dead US soldiers marched in Washington demanding an end to the war in Iraq, the return of US troops and the impeachment of President George W Bush."


That was more than 2 years ago.....So can someone explain to me WHY are we still at war???


It's almost 2010, we have a new President, and there are still people getting killed over seas because our gov't sucks and don't know wtf their doing. Whatever happen to Peace, Love, and Happiness.....oh yeah and world peace.


With that said, George Bush and friends = douchebags

Inspiration of the Day

Jimi Hendrix


"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace."


=)

Let's have the DEATH talk.

So, I must say, death does not scare me.
I don't think it should and if you think about it what exactly are you afraid of?
Unless your going to hell of course.
That's something you should be afraid of lol
But anyways let's state this,

"I'm not afraid to die, I just don't want to..."

Fin.

Behind the Scenes

I'm covering a lot in this one.

I've heard people say "Don't judge a book by its cover" my WHOLE life and I'm just realizing EXACTLY what they mean. See I'm on a mini vaca in New York right now and there are some people that I know that I actually hung out with that seem SO nice and SO innocent and its SO CRAZY the shit you find out from people.

First

See I met this girl through a X-friend of mine. I chilled with her sometimes and when it comes to boys, she very...IDK veryyyy shy I might say or protective of herself, so it seemed in my eyes. She's young though so I would assume she would be shy when older guys come and talk to her. Note: Don't assume lol. So this is what we have, Nice, Pretty, Shy, Respectable, Young Lady from the outside looking in.

I find out: She talks to almost every guy in the city, has naked pictures floatin around on EVERYBODYS cell phone, and is secretly bisexual. Which is odd because she's the type that would think thats unacceptable. Can anybody say AWKWARD?

Second

I knew this boy since....let's see middle school maybe? Who knows who cares. He's a rude one. He thinks he's on top of the world and better than everybody who isn't his friend. I never really talked to him but when I did it was very little. I stopped liking him once he became rude to my boyfriend. I don't like people disrespecting people I love PERIOD. SO! I think about everybody that KNOWS him thinks he's gay and its not like he's just feminine he's WAY more than that. I know its uncomfortable with like coming out or whatever but if everybody knows, why not? And I'm not saying it to be an asshole even tho I am one but I'm saying....Come the fuck on now bro!! I mean I can understand if he wasn't at all but I mean posting stuff on Facebook like "snuggling in my blanket, its so warm!!! =)" or getting into a full blown out argument about Beyonce because someone dislikes her and he wanna rip heads off. On top of that a majority of his friend are gay so I mean whats the problem??? I will never understand but its about that time, I'm getting aggravated.

Third

This one is about me =) The outside looking in, people that don't know me don't like me because someone they know don't like me. Typical. I'm an asshole to a certain extent. I'm just completely honest. Don't ask questions if you don't want the answer. Don't txt me or message me wanting to argue when you don't know facts. I base everything I say off facts. You will never hear me lie about a situation I'm in. There is always some type of drama around me, people say I'm always in something, yeah I admit I am but then again, I'm in it because people can not get over the fact that I do not LIE about shit. They wanna argue with me constantly when I KNOW the truth. But I mean I don't care I don't really stress shit until people start lying because I will fight to the death until the truth is out.

Example 1: A long time ago I wrote a blog about a bunch of people that was pissing me off. I wrote a piece about this girl Ann and how she was 2-faced for talking shit about her friend to me and my friend Karina and then going to her friend and smile in her face like she wasn't just going in on her. Now MY friend Dee Dee, me and her used to hate each other lol but we are friends now but Dee Dee read that blog and she thought I was being a bitch because she thought I was saying it for no reason. So now that me and her are friend I told her the reason WHY I said it and she was like "Oh!!!...I def did not know that" I'm not gonna make shit up and call people out if I don't have background info. I always have a reason why I say shit.

Example 2: Me and this girl Jalesa used to be friends until she decided to go down the wrong path and now I just don't like her. Anyways me n her hung out ALL summer basically and then this boy comes in her life and everything changes like shes on top of the world and oh so mighty. FAIL much? Yes Indeed. Long story short. She was fudgin up with this boy and I'm lookin out for her basically and she throws me under the bus. By giving him her phone to read the txt I was sending her. Now I been in high school and I'm def not stupid. She wanted some excitement and started drama because he came at me cursing at me and saying he's gettin this person and that person. At that point what he is sayin doesn't matter to me he's only 16 and he's from Poughkeepsie soooo yeahhhh PK has that effect on young kids. Hopefully he grows outta it before he fucks with the wrong person.
Anyways the next day he said sorry, which was odd but Jalesa didn't say shit to me. Not a sorry or anything so I'm like if anybody touches me it gonna be me and her and I was calm as ever I was just letting her no. She wrote me back and said "HAHA Are you mad?" That triggered something in me that I was gonna do something fucked up. So I did. Everything she told me about her and that boy was posted on Twitter and dedicated to her. She when she wanted to confront me about it all I was gonna say was "HAHA Are you mad?" Dose of her own medicine mkay? =) Anyways after that she wanted to cry and bitch and show her grandma, I'm sorry I'm grown I don't need her approval. By the way Jalesa is my boyfriends cousin. It's funny how he acts more mature than her.
Anyways, the night after I wrote all that and she showed her grandma I went downstairs to say happy birthday to her grandma but at that point I didn't know her grandmother knew. And from there Jalesa was trying to fight me. How Poughkeepsie is that? So basically her grandma thinks I made all that shit up, must I remind you I DO NOT LIE ABOUT SHIT. So she's mad Jalesa is in tears because shes either mad she got exposed or she cries when shes upset. So nothing happen that night and I go back upstairs. Next day she still wants to fight, like since when was she thugged out lol. So she comes upstairs argue argue argue and she hits me. How lovely, I told her I didn't want to fight her to begin with but she hit me first so I'm allowed to hit her back lol So we go outside and fight, shit was wack. For one people kept pulling us apart, 2 it was cold as fuck outside, and 3 when I wasnt done fighting she wants to leave and go i dont even no where. So then, for some reason she thinks she beat my ass....thats how you can tell someone doesn't fight alot because i dont even know why she had that thought in her head.
Anywho, that same night she came home and we had to talk it out because my boyfriends mom was upset stuff in her house was broken. Jalesa said sorry, I said sorry it was dead. Until the next day she was still going and I was planning on going to her house and fucking her up like I wanted to but that wouldve been major jail time lol Later that night my boyfriends mom goes downstairs and tell Jalesa to cut the shit. Her grandma gets mad and says if anything happens she pressing charges. Do what you gotta do lady cuz you will lose. So basically long story short, Jalesa starts shit and runs to her grandma to save her when shes sad. Mind you my family was not involved with this because if they were it wouldn't be pretty.

That made me realize who is real and who isn't. Which that said I would stay away from her because for one she's a snitch, she's unreal, and she lies. AKA Average PK bitch. So once again, I win all over again because I don't get looked down upon.

And that is my First, Second, and Third of the day =)