Its Summertime!!!!

GO DO SOMETHING!!!!

You're just "unwifeable" lol

Okay so it's 2010 and every chick is "wifey" in their mind. I personally don't really use the term but yeah every chick wants to be "wifey" but def isn't "wifey" material....

For one, you HAVE to know how to cook, you can not be "wifey" if you can't cook a damn thing. And I'm not talking about making hamburgers and hot dogs, thats not cooking, step it up like cook some steak, pork chops, and chicken. REALLY, guys like girls who can cook =).

TWO, you have to know how to clean a damn house, a whole house, so when you go over to your boyfriends house and you see a lil mess, CLEAN IT UP, he's not gonna do it, now I'm not telling you to be his slave, but if he see's you helping out when you don't have to, it's gonna make him feel good on the inside lol

and lastly, make your man and his family happy. Don't be one of those girls that just be at his house all the time and don't speak to his parents, thats mad RUDE. You're in HIS parents house have some respect and say hi. When your relationship is good with his family everything else is all good but of course theres always gonna be a hater in the family that doesn't like whats going on but that is what you call jealousy.

That's pretty much it. If you aren't doing any of that, you're just unwifeable lol

The "I Get Money" Era?? Nahhhhh....

HI!! I'm back, kinda sorta, I just had a lot to deal with, one of my cousin's died, he was only 23, I'm doing fine now though.

But on to the blog =)

The "I get money" era.....not so much.

I've been hearing it a lot, like A LOT and it type annoying. See my boyfriend has a cousin, who has a job but it doesn't pay much, when you're in school and working you never get paid too well, yet she's always sayin "I get money" knowing that everything she had is not really hers because she did not buy it, her guardian bought EVERYTHING she owes. So one day, I'm at my boyfriends house, I hear yelling, and its my boyfriends cousin and I'm like wtf is going on...he said, "She's mad cuz someone ate her cookies". Now we all know it was my boyfriends little sister she's a MONSTER when it comes to snack lmao, but anyways, he continued saying, "Yeah, shes mad and yellin at (her guardian) sayin oh I don't care I get money I get money idc"

NOW with that said, what kind of shit is that? That is how most ppl act anyways, claim they gettin money or got money when in reality their "income" comes from mommy and daddy. Doesn't that SUCK?! smh I wonder how YOU feel.

Another situation I had was around xmas time when this bitch said "I can't wait til xmas comes so I have another reason to be fresher than you" HAHA! Why do you have to wait til xmas to get fresh? And if you knew me well enough you would know idc about getting shit for xmas I just love being around my family. ALSO, I buy my own stuff, it's not like my parents just give me money to go and spluge, um NO, everything I owe is MINE, so yeah you may have your 500 Aeropostale shirts, but I think I'll be good with 20 Ralph Lauren Tee's or something.

LOL Quality not Quantity child.

Get money fails:
Louis V bag but all ur furniture is from Rent-a-center
Roll up in the whip, with an Enterprise sticker on the bumper
USPA -_- not RL Polo try again
Echo Red, Apple Bottom, Ed Hardy, and Baby Phat NOT gettin money
Having a BB doesn't mean ur gettin money, means u have a BB n thats all lol

That's all I'm writing for now I'm TIRED!! =) Enjoi.

A guys mind and a girls mind. Am I right? or No?

Note: I'm only putting I FEEL guys feel, and why they treat girls the way they do. I could be wrong but hey, I TRIED!! LOL

Girls often wonder why guys cheat so much and wanna be all heartbroken. Note: If you know he messes with a lot of girls don't fck with him, what you think you special bitch? FAIL

"All girls are bitches until further notice" -- I could believe so, because there is always that ONE girl that had a good guy and SHE fckd it up, now he's like fck bitches, get money and passes it on to all his friends.

Note: Most girls go out with guys who cheat on them just because they want drama, attention, and a title as "____'s girlfriend" Yes he may care for you more but it doesn't make up for everything else, you can't have your cake and eat it too.

Guys who let their girls fight just because it would be a sight to see means he doesn't care if you look trashy, because fighting is trashy. Point. Blank. Period.

Guys who cheat openly, as in, not caring if you find out, means he does not give a fck if you find out or not obviously.

Pretty girls tend to have the worse attitudes and tend to get the worse men because they really don't want a man, they want someone who will buy them shit, look cute with them, and get a quick nut. THE END

I think guys and girls think very much alike, but guys like to blame it on girls, girls like to blame it on guys, most of the time its just themselves.

Note: When you talk to a guy, he is not your boyfriend and acting like he is, is a turnoff and he will be less attracted to you because he's gonna think you're crazy.

You are doing too much if you can't ever see the person you talk to unless you go to their house. Makes it seem like your going out of your way for someone whose not that into you.

Guys won't go out of their way if they really don't want to, so don't try and force them.

"Guys wanna get laid and get paid" -- If you only care about getting money and having sex then you are not baggable.....so just live the life and fck hoes.

If you act like a smut you will get treated like a smut. If your not a smut you will be treated like a bitch. Get it?

Words from The Great Eddie Caine aka E Gunnaz lol
"ahhh. lol. relationships.. :p. I could go on for days.. but long story as a female if you date between the ages of I'd say.. 14 & 25 & hope for a completely faithful man it's doomed from the start. shrug. a male isn't mentally adept at "commitment" until mid-twenties. it's scientifically proven. lmao.
also guys really DON'T KNOW why they do this, that & the 3rd when they have an awesome girl.. 8 out of 10 it's purely instinctual, implusive. rarely is it premeditated. seriously"


Now back to me =)

Note: If your 14, you don't need a man, you don't even need a boyfriend PERIOD.

High school is when you have all your little boyfriends and what not....its all cute but once you start fightin over boys....smh FAIL

Oh yeah BTW! Don't be tryna fight other girls because your "man" slept with, because they got what they wanted, they don't want your man they wanted his dick. They got it and now your mad and you wanna fight, WHO LOOKS STUPID NOW?

Guys who go out with smuts tend to always get in fights because everybody is talking about her, sorry but most of the time its true so don't put your bitch in front of your true friends. EVER.

Guys already know Bros b4 Hoes, now I don't understand why chicks can't do that. Don't put a man before your friends and family PERIOD. That's not the OKAY to ditch him all the damn time tho, but you know what I mean.

Note: Not all guys are assholes, so don't say they are. "All guys are nice until further notice...........unless you got dirt on them lol"

If its been two weeks, and shes says "I love you." ................. RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............and never look back...DEADASS -_-

Words from HD The Great,
"Do not expect a young minded man...to repress desires..to ask him such will get your feelings hurt. People need to live their lives while they're young...so when u get older you'll have something much more substantial with more longevity."

Now back to me, lol =)

I wanna conclude this now.......... Basically, long story short. Be single.

Congratulations to me Part TWO!!!

Long story short.

I got accepted to Medaille College in Buffalo, New York AND a scholarship.

WAM-BAM-THANK YOU MA'AM.

Pat myself on the back and keep it movin'

Congratulations Casandra Marie.

I got accepted to college....am I surprised?

Yes and No

Yes because, idk its just the feeling.

and

No, because I'm not a dumbass how hard can it be. DUH!!

but yeah, I was accepted to Hilbert college, waiting to get a letter from Medaille College also...because if I get accepted there too, I'm going there, fudge going to Hilbert lol

But yes now I get to rub it in peoples faces HAHA!!! IM OUT SNITCHES!!!!

I win again.
;-)

So heres what I'm gonna attempt....

I'm gonna attempt to not being such an asshole lol

I'm 19 and yeah I'm tired of the drama.

And I should be nicer to people but don't expect me to be nice and smile in your face when I don't like you. Plain and Simple.

So I'm going to stick with my REAL friends and be neutral with everyone else.

BTW for the people I don't like who still have time to read my blogs, this isn't your free card to Pass Go and Collect $200. Because I still don't like you so don't bother me.

So with that said, HI EVERYBODY!!!! ^_^

What the FUCK!!! (Pardon My Language)

Sooooooo recently my computer has been actin like a bitch on her period. Sometimes it wants to work for me and other times its like "FYL I'm not gonna work bastard" like WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Thats why I fixed you, you piece of shiznit....smh



(Writes note: Buy a Mac Notebook ASAP!!)

Good morning/afternoon/night

I feel like crap today.
And I don't think I have much to say as of right now...
Don't feel like blogging...just want to....SLEEP.

.............zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

This relationship....

IDK....Have you ever felt like that in a relationship? It's been over a year yet I still cannot trust my boyfriend 100% of the way, why? Because he tends to do stuff without thinking and he feels, if it doesn't hurt him, then it shouldn't hurt me. That's just how I see it.

He was talking to another girl and told me he was trying to see if she liked him, not that it matter, it shouldn't have happened. So now its just hard to think he's innocent when all this other unnecessary shit has happened. Usually I would be at Alisha's house talking to her about it but that bish left me so yeah....BLAH.

I really hate this feeling like, I know he's up to something but then again I'm probably just paranoid, or maybe he is up to something because it is so easy for him to lie to me. Shit is ridiculous.

Would I be surprised if he cheated on me? No I most definitely won't be, because he just has that effect on me like lying so much, it would be so easy for him to do it and say "No I didn't". He's the type to say and do things on the low, and keep it from me because that's him and he will deny it for days but once your around someone for so long it gets harder and harder to lie.

He's the type to say "I didn't want to tell you because it would hurt you..." type person. Nothing should ever happen where you have to say that, point blank, period. I try and be a good girlfriend but don't expect me to be the same after he put me thru mad unnecessary shit.

I don't like talking to him because he lies and I rather him not say anything at all. He wants to make things better but he says a lot of shit....so yeah...I don't see him changing a bit. He feels like I need to change, I will change when I feel like he's not being a jerk.

I also feel like he thinks I'm dumb or something, like if he did something like....send a girl a picture and then delete it like it was never done. He does stuff like that, or drink alcohol and say it never happen, I wasn't there so it didn't happen. I tell him all the time he will never know how it feels because I wouldn't do anything like that to him and I don't understand why he would do things that would hurt me if he "loves" me so much. Sometimes I do feel like he does, other times I think he's just bullshittin.

Like tell me that you love me but tell another girl you miss her, ask her to come over, out to eat, ect.... but he loves me. Regardless of the situation, it shouldn't have been said and for that he really lost my trust. So if I have a feeling he's talking to another girl, yeah I'm gonna think it because of his dumbass choices.

Seems like I can never get someone who will keep it 100 all the time. Instead I get someone who wants to play games and fcuk around, and its not what I'm here for. I think he needs to get his shit together.

I HATE Poughkeepsie.

What's a Poughkeepsie? A gross city in upstate NY.

The girls:
Straight retarded.
Have no self respect and have sex with pretty much everybody.
Think fighting is cute, most the time its over a guy. FAIL.
Are pregnant by the age of 16.
Have sex with their friends boyfriend. Not a good look.
Have a lot of friends, who won't do shit for you if it came down to it.

The guys:
Straight retarded.
Claim they want to get out "the hood" but won't go to college.
Sell drugs because you know that's "the life"
Have sex with all the birds and then put them on blast.
Think being flashy is better than being regular and educated. FAIL.

Those are the reasons why I hate Poughkeepsie, there's more, the simple fact that its like every other year, someone I grew up with is killed over petty shit.

And every year another teen is pregnant,
And every year another minor is in jail for something SO stupid
And every year another student drops out of school.
And every year another kid decides to sell drugs.
And every year another person decides to "become" a rapper, knowing they suck.

Yet, if you're in those categories you are considered cool and "real".

With that said, you should understand why I HATE Poughkeepsie....

You question, "Why didn't she post the positive stuff about Poughkeepsie?"

There is no positive, point blank period.

Superbowl Sunday

Okay so It's halftime and The Who are performing. My mom is having this "Superbowl Party" and invited her co-workers. And from a previous blog, the girl my mom had me hanging out with decided to bring herself over here. I don't really care, not feeling no type of way shes still a slore so hey, "I'm chillin' as Tiff git lite would say.

As of now, the colts are winning, which is good I guess. I'm not to excited about it or really watching it. Thats why I'm blogging now. Anyways I will update when its over. Peace.

It's Monday, Saints won. IDC

I had a bad headache after the game so I went to sleep. So last night when gross Amanda left, she said bye...idk whyyy, she doesn't like me, I don't like her. My moms other friend Rachel, shes nice, I wouldn't mind hangin' out with her because she doesn't act gross. I just can't be around someone without self respect and expect me to give them respect....no happening but shes not gonna be in my house every weekend to start trouble cuz I will lock her ass out.

But with all that said,

Superbowl was wack and Amanda is still gross.

Mistaken?

Yes, I came across something interesting on Facebook today and made me feel the need to blog about MYSELF. So yeah its nothing REALLY important that you MUST read, but people who don't really like me or "think" they know me, should definitely read this.

Most of the time people always ask me why I do something, either if its right or wrong you will get the same answer, "I do what I want" and yes it's true to a certain extent.

If I'm not being disrespectful to people I care about then I'm gonna do what I want. For example, if I want to go to like, Cancun for spring break and my mother tells me no I cannot go because its not safe and everybody has swine flu lol.....I'm not going to go for one, she's my mother and two, I live in her house, whatever she says goes point, blank, period because she really doesn't HAVE to do anything for me at all, I'm of age to take care of myself so she could kick me out if she wanted. Now me disregarding her statement is disrespectful and believe it or not, you will not get through life being disrespectful to people you care about, people you work for, and even your teachers.

I also get, "why do you talk about people so much". I do what I want and they shouldn't care what I have to say. People are going to talk about you regardless of where your at so why get mad. That's how I feel about it, I know PLENTY of people who really dislike me but I really don't care because I know who my real friends are, I don't need people to like me, my name is not Jesus.

Another thing I get "Why are you worried about what their doing". I do what I want, I don't "worry" about people I just say whatever comes to mind its not something that I sat down and planned out. If you don't want to hear me then don't listen or don't comment.

"You wont say it to them though" Why should I have to tell someone they shoes is leanin if they KNOW their shits died. I'm positive they looked at their shoes this morning when they put them on. No need to embarrass people.

So I think I'm done writing this,

so regardless of you liking me or not, I'm gonna do me. I been doing what I do for my whole life and I'm not gonna change because YOU don't like it. Get it?

Don't Be a Fatass,

Recently, headlines have spilled out that have sparked some controversy. The focus is centered around the problem of obesity. Considering 40% of people in the United States are morbidly obese, you are probably one of them. And you better stop eating and start running, now.













The Golden Rule: If it looks good, don't eat it.

According to research and some common sense, and to put it bluntly, fat people are destroying the planet. Food production is a major contributor to global warming. If you shut your mouth once in a while and stopped stuffing it with unhealthy junk, the polar bears (along with the rest of us) would definitely appreciate it. Studies have also proven that since fat people breathe more heavily, they generate more carbon dioxide. When the amount of CO2 generated by fat people is greater than the amount of CO2 inhaled by trees, the rest of the world has to deal with the leftover shit. Think about it - fat people actually overproduce green house gases. This calls for a "wtf" moment. Wtf?

The moral of the story is:

Don't be a fatass.

So unless your obesity is actually a result of a hypothalamus defect, please, just stop eating so much. Think of the children and the future generations of people who could be living in a dire world of pollutants that are a result of fat people emissions. Please consider their health.

Thank you.

My REAL friends.

These would be the ONLY girl I trust me LIFE with, in NY that is. People always wanna talk shit and say how nobody likes me, I don't need people to like me I HAVE friends. Funny how we all have completely different personalities but all seem to get along.

Like Dee Dee, she's a princess I SWEAR lol But she get what she wants and if it not that way then you will all feel her wrath O_O but we all love her for it. She's also mean to people that don't deserve the time of day but than again I am too ^_^ WOO WOO! I love you Dee Dee!!

Then theres me.....thats all I have to say lol

Tracey aka Trace Marci aka Trace the God!! LOL She's like the thug in the group lmao. No shes not a thug but she don't do bullshit. For some reason people are intimidated by her and nobody knows why because she just be chillin, like we just don't understand lol. But I got mad love for her even though she be off the radar 90% of my life lol. anyways, Love you Trace!

Then we got Alisha!! ^_^ Bestfriend!!! aka Twinkies aka Lisha Boo. Thats mah bish.....and shes gay lol Really though, she loves herself some va jay jay! But anyways I love her to death and everyone around her seems to like her too unless their fckin haters. Ummmm yeah, we havent know each other since like grade school but so much shit happen and she was always there so yeah you should be jealous cuz shes not your bestfriend shes MINE!!!....bitches...I love you ALISHA "I'M RICK JAMES" bitch!!! ^_^

It's 2010!!! First blog of the new year =)

Woo woo! It's 2010.....meaning... a year closer to our DEATH.

Sooo.....I'm not sure what I'm gonna blog about yet....I write exactly what I'm thinking so yeah whatever comes to mind is right here =)

WELL! The month is almost over and the most amusing thing of the year so far has to be the Poughkeepsie Bird page. Shit is TOO REAL. For the people who don't know what I'm talking about. On Facebook someone made a page called Poughkeepsie Birds referring to the sluts/whores/hoes of Poughkeepsie. Funny thing is, a majority of the girls on the page DID belong on there but I mean damn, that was str8 BLASTAGE!! Funny how the girls on the page were all like 15 and 16. Since when was it okay to have sex that young. I'm no hypocrite I lost my virginity at 18 and its because I waited.

Besides that what else happen.....uhhh shit, lol I left NY and now I'm in SC for a little until I make my way back to NY. I refuse to take the train again smh.

I also applied to University of Bridgeport, I hope I get accepted but then again I might not even go if I do. I rather start off at a college then go str8 to a University but its whatever.

Then we have my anonymous hater, I call them anonymous because when they talk shit, its anonymous through formspring.me I know who it is thought I mean people don't like me but it's only one person that feels the need to hit me up on the DL (down low) just for the simple fact that they don't want to feel my wrath (again) lmao

Let's see, this girl called me a bird lol I just thought that was hella funny because the whole world knows I'm NOT because I LOVE my boyfriend CHRIS MILLER and we all KNOW he's the ONLY one that I trust with my body point.blank.period When it comes to sex and love I'm very uhhhh...idk what the word is...but I trust very LITTLE people and when it comes to my body as in having sex....I would only have sex with someone if I love them. and so far its only been 2. Thats my body count, TWO!!! and I'm almost 20 years old.

Also, I'm on FB and this girl is arguing with me about people who assume and that are judgmental. Every body assumes and everybody judges people. Thats just how it is.

I think I'm done typing about bullshit lol Uhhh yeah....PEACE. =)